3-3-24 Check In

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I took four days off work starting Thursday last week to try and get a handle on the last parts of my mom’s belongings that have been sitting in our garage. I’ve already finished with the garage sale, the thrift store and dump stuff, and now it’s down to boxes of things that we might want to use or keep. Some of it is mine from when I was growing up and then after college. There is a lot of stuff from my first marriage. Whole photo books, dvds and boxes of letters that I need to decide what to do with.

I’ve spent many hours removing photos from photobooks so they can fit in a storage box to be stored later.

I spent a lot on 24 clear totes so I can see what’s inside. I’m tired of having a we all of black plastic crates with no idea what’s inside them.
As part of this, I’ve been rearranging my office. I moved on wall of books and put my 3D printers there, getting them out of the house. Our patio is now full of a black wall of totes that contain books, computer stuff, electronics projects.

Ten years of collecting gadgets from thrift stores when we moved into this house and I went into some weird nesting phase buying every book I could get my hands on to build a library, and collecting al the computers and gadgets I’d ever wanted back when I was too broke to have the latest cool thing.

Now it’s all been possessed and I think I’ve had the max enjoyment out them.

There’s also the problem of vintage computer gear disintegrating with time. All the media needs to be digitized before it can’t be read anymore. The computers should be given away to someone who can repair them before their capacitors all explode and they turn into junk just taking up space.

It’s a lot of work.

I got most of the garage cleaned out and one room of the house organized. I focused on the house because that was better for everybody, to create more usable space. It started raining on Saturday and Sunday so that made it hard to move things out to the storage shed anyway.

All this work has been hanging over my mind for a year, making it hard to write. I did make forward progress on my current book project. I need to edit the older project but it’s been harder to get my mind around that. I know I need to just start making the habit, but it seems insurmountable sometimes, like the wall of stuff.

One box at a time.

Writing Progress Update 2-14-25


Happy Valentines Day!

2024 was a rough year, but things are getting back on track with 2025.

Editing Lyssa’s Revenge (which may become Lyssa’s Control). Currently at 72,000 words but I expect to add another 20,000 words through editing.

Signed a contract with Aethon Books for a Grimm’s War Spin-off novel due by June 2025.

Grimm’s War: Retreat Hell. I’m 25,000 words into this project.

I’m still caring for my mom, and her dementia seems to have leveled for the time being. She had some big drops in awareness across last year, but now she’s generally happy and enjoys putzing around her cottage. We found a great caregiver that she likes, and I’m able to focus on other things during the day.

While I’m still not able to get long writing sessions in, I’m focused on more short bursts of work during breaks, in the morning before work and after work.

The biggest recent change has been cutting off social media during the day completely. I’ve moved to a dumb phone for most of my communication, and the iPhone has basically become an iPod. I can download media to it when I’m on wi-fi, but otherwise it’s a camera with podcast/MP3 player whenever I’m out of the house. This has been a huge improvement for my general focus.

However, I still can’t believe we’re in the middle of February already. I’m trying to stay focused on the things I can control, the people I love, and creating work I’m proud of. Onward and upward.

Project Posts

All these weird posts showing up in the feed are part of a project I’m working on to organize all my various projects into a single part of the site. It’s also incorporating updates to Mastodon, Bluesky and Threads. I would include Facebook but it’s not as easy to auto-post to a personal Facebook page and I haven’t had time to set that up.

For now, I’m focused on actually making the parts of the site, not futzing with automations that may or may not work. I want to make it relatively easy to capture this stuff in one place, and I’m doing it on the website since I can keep it all in one place, and update it from anywhere.

This is tied to the whole process of organizing my mom’s stuff this year, and beyond that, my stuff, but that’s going to be explained in a later post once I have it figured out for myself.

A big part of this was spending 8 hours one Sunday emptying family photo books to make the photos easier to scan and store… only to wonder who would ultimately care and what was the point. I do think there’s a point, but it’s easier to find when things are organized.

Thanks for humoring me as I figure this stuff out. It will relate to my other work, I promise.

Last few months’ reading

I stopped listening to podcasts recently and switched to audiobooks. Apparently my listening has been stacking up:

  • Midnight at the Well of Souls by Jack L. Chalker – Read this book in high school and it’s still got a ton of imagination. The plot isn’t as interesting as I remembered, and Chalker sure got some Centaur sex in there.
  • Empire of Silence by Christopher Ruocchio – I tore through this series. Books four and five are a lesson in beating the crap out of a main character, and it definitely feels like Ruocchio was pushed to divide a book into two parts. One of the things that felt fresh about the Howling Dark was how it simply glossed over a whole novel’s worth of material. Still great stuff and I’m looking forward to book six.
  • Howling Dark by Christopher Ruocchio
  • Devil in White by Christopher Ruocchio
  • Kingdoms of Death by Christopher Ruocchio
  • Ashes of Man by Christopher Ruocchio
  • Mountain in the Sea by Ray Naylor – A very dystopian story that was sold as being about octopuses, but more about corporate control in the near future. The ideas in this book have hung with me, and it’s got some great action set pieces.
  • Pattern Recognition by William Gibson – I’ve been re-reading William Gibson, starting at Neuromancer, and finally got around to the Blue Ant trilogy. On re-read, I enjoyed Pattern Recognition and Spook Country the most. Zero History has interesting ideas but felt a lot like “Gibson Takes Zoolander Seriously.” Still, he was ahead of his time on various ideas, like the spread of Tacticool gear.
  • Spook Country by William Gibson
  • Zero History by William Gibson
  • The Agency by William Gibson – I re-read the Peripheral last year for the Amazon series and really enjoyed it the second time, even if the stubs never quite make sense. The Agency had more of the stubs, which I like, but introduced an emergent AI that felt like the movie “Her.” It ended on a hopeful note that wasn’t quite satisfying for me, since the Jackpot of terrible things is still hanging over everyone’s heads. If there’s a third Jackpot book, I’m going to be curious how it all ties together.
  • Wool by Hugh Howey – Listened to this after watching the first episode of Silo on Apple TV. This book has more plot twists than any book I’ve read. It felt like someone took Vault-Tech from Fallout seriously and wrote the consequences. I enjoyed it, but not sure if I’ll read Shift.
  • Gate of Ivrel by CJ Cherryh – Another book from high school. I enjoyed the characters and Cherryh definitely enjoys writing about horses.
  • The Dawn of Everything – Dave Grueber and David Wengrow​ – Still dipping in and out of this one. It’s a big read, and I picked up the hardback so I can go back through what I’ve listened to. The TLDR on this book is that it’s a reassessment of hunter-gatherer society and its “evolution” into agriculture, and the eventual codifying of inequality we experience today. Grueber and Wengrow point out that hunter-gatherer humans were certainly smart enough to pursue agriculture, but they chose to live more “free” lives. I’m only a quarter into this book, so I’ll write more later.
  • Frankenstein in Baghdad – Ahmed Saadawi​ – This felt like it should have been a short story, but I was still intrigued by the characters in Baghdad during the initial U.S. occupation. I’m very interested in those stories, but I felt like the book was mis-marketed as horror, and it’s only answer to violence seems to be more violence…
  • The Many-Colored Land – Julian May​ – I’ve had this book on my shelf for years and never got around to reading it. Now that I’m finally into it, I’m really enjoying the portal aspect and the twist in the middle, though it does take a long time to get to its hook of sending people back to the Pliocene age. You think you’re getting away from a Space Opera story, but that’s not what happens. May is great at spinning up believable characters. (Unfortunately, it looks like Many-Colored Land is the only one of May’s books available in audio.)

Weight = Lifted

Yesterday I deleted 108,000 emails from the gmail account I’ve had since 2004.

It’s something I’ve wanted to do for a while.

I did archive them, since legal proceedings have taught me you never know what you might need, but not having them just a search away on any device in front of me is a weight off my mind.

I don’t have to see email from fifteen years ago that pops up in the odd search.

I remember how exciting it was to “never delete another email” and then it became an albatross.